Anti-Depressants!
I am off anti-depressants and very pleased! I weaned myself off them originally as I was very depressed and thought a different brand could help me, but to try a different anti-depressant I had to wean myself off the brand I normaly took and that took so long, I am OK now!
I used to get very depressed about once a month, for no reason, so thought it must be hormonal. Took oestrogen but was sick and hormonal patches that did nothing too. Hoped I was going through an early menopause, anything to explain the depression, which was awful! I am not even a ‘depressive’ type of person and I definately don’t agree with suicide unless you are terminally ill and here I was considering it!
I was given the anti-depressants in hospital, as I was bound to be depressed after what had happened to me wasn’t I? and my dosage was upped in Rehab, but they have never really helped me as far as I am concerned. I get pissed off sure, I researched my operation, surgeon and hospital and still ended up like this, but I would’t say I was depressed.
I just drink a lot now, a drug I prefer for once!