Psychiatric unit (day 20)
Friday night and Sunday, Anita was in the best mood I have seen her for months. She still has alot of back pain but at least the situation is improving. She also has to get over a kidney infection that isn’t helping the situation. They have increased her anti-depressant medication, maybe it’s helped.
I believe very much in fate, coincidence doesn’t even come close to explaining many things that happen in life. It’s all mapped out and you can’t avoid it. For example you see people or things when the odds are against it yet there are times when you expect to bump in to others and it never happens. If only you could just let go and have faith it will all unfold as it should.
The Way has no true shape,
And therefore none can control it.
If a ruler could control the Way
All things would follow
In harmony with his desire,
And sweet rain would fall,
Effortlessly slaking every thirst.The Way is shaped by use,
But then the shape is lost.
Do not hold fast to shapes
But let sensation flow into the world
As a river courses down to the sea.
Tao De Jing